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Am I Sabotaging My Career?
Am I really into career self destruction?
My childhood friend texted me. ‘Hi! How are you? Sorry I just texted you today because I was a little busy.”
But before that, my thoughts was preoccupied of a career move. Dilemma. Self-pity. Hate.
Then I replied, “Oh, what made you so busy right now?”
“I got a job in mepz. Though it’s not minimum [compensation], they [company] have no age limit…”
Pondering. The pursuit of happiness…
Mood: Pseudo-Screwed Up
This sudden change in my mood today is not the result of typhoon Frank, who bid my ass goodbye and the M/V Princess of the Stars - whose gigantic state exploded into stardust unto the liquid space. This is nor due to Ces Drilon’s freedom that spurred the entire humanity whether she was raped and if the ransom bills were enough to clothe and hide the mastermind (that is if he got the entire five million fortune).
This is all due to muteness of those words I electronically received. The words that make up the sentence of constructive degradation are so louder than when uttered and expressed with strong feelings. Those words of bewilderment broke my heart and my egoistic self.
I know this feeling is fleeting.
Back To School
So excited for graduate schooling, I almost missed the first class because I really don’t have any idea as to what room my class would be. I did not dare ask any department assistant before the “Sorry, we are closed”-signed glass door. Instead, I got the wrong bulletin which drove to the nearest internet cafe to check my class schedule online. I left the cafe frustrated and tried my luck back inside the campus.
Finally, after roaming the entire building, I met at the elevator my new classmate/friend, whose acquaintance she created during the enrolment period. If she did not get my attention, I could have missed her – in her formal attire to which she referred to as the get-up she was mistaken to be the teacher of the class by the early-bird classmates (?).
Anyway, she told me our unknown teacher is absent on the first day of our class. That relief was a frustration.
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P.S. Happy Philippine Independence Day (I almost forgot it’s also Happy Fiesta in Toledo City!)
Wanted: Cheerdance Choreographer
- Must be
- Creative
- Enthusiast
- Patient
- Diligent
- A good dancer
- A better choreographer (we must defend our crown last year)
- Must provide
- Own music/rhythm/beat
- Own stereo (upon availability)
- Good costume and props design
- Best make-up (negotiable extra payment)
- Schedule of Practices
- TBA, usually two-four hours in three-four days per week depending on the progress of the cheerdancers on their dance routines.
You will get Php 3,000 ++ (negotiable)
Qualifications and prices subject to change without prior notice.







