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That’s Insanity
♣ You are not supposed to whimper today but work seemed to become so strenous and problems were like unusual math questions with indefinite answers. You are at the core of the tension, horror-struck to your star-wannabee disciples with different personas like that of a gifted-child - so unpredictable. All you could do is deliver the news, hoping they understood you without any further explanations because you are always slow in making alibis.
You knew everyone is entitled to their own opinions. But they should also consider the abused quote, “Don’t judge the book by its cover” or “Don’t judge if you are not a judge”. But then again, as a free country, you permit the excuse of their freedom of expression.
Intelligent people are not always smart. If they still hold their grudge against you, then that’s insanity.
What’s the Drama?
♣ This loneliness is too lonesome to be left alone. Haha, weird. I don’t know. I cant compose lately. Thoughts are so unorganized — chaotic in their insane state, like papers scattered in the desk as I left my workstation alone and miserable. I cannot whine because I have no much idea how to react.
I think Im getting schizophrenic because Im like drunk and whatever. I dont have any idea but i think this way. how can it be? i dont care if the sentences dont cohere and dont make any sense at all. can you already sense it? first letter should be caputlized. oh forget the misspelling, im just learning to type as fast a s i could. dont hit backspace, or ypur out of tyour concetntration. grrr. what are you doing> are you insane.?
dont stop, just let iit flow. your full thoughts. varience, variangce? variety>? variation. does not make sense/ really. it doesn ot make any sence.sense. sentences are too precious to be phrased. i hate me.
i promise i will be good…
